haizzz....so damn sad ler realy....y da hell so stupid go n realy bliv him????
jerk jerk asshole....scold oso no use d nw.....
i hope 2 much d i noe...tot dat somebody would actualy like me n i like him 2....
bt den turn out dat everyting were lies n lies....
noting but lies.....
ytd n 2dy he din sms me oso....
mayb he tinks dat he gt no interest in me anymore....
wat da heck is dis?????
al those he said were jz stupid sweet talk...
talking 2 yy n kee....
tey would b tinking wats wit dis gal again....haizzzz...yeah stupid n dumb as usual....
dumb enuf 2 go n bliv a guy which she barely knew enuf 2 like....
jz crush ler mayb....i duno....
my heart dropped when i c da foto again jz nw in da laz post....
cried jz nw....cant stand d....
bang da wall d dis time seriously....
hw can a guy b like dis....so so cruel......
bt den anoter lesson 2 b learnt...
hw am i gona trust guys anymore....
tey can seriously jz say stuff without even meaning it at al...
n jz 4gt it n let go so fas....after a nite...dats al....
dats all......
fine just forget it.... :(
Monday, March 30, 2009
Saturday, March 28, 2009
Back Again!!!! Haizzzz....Not again....
haizzzz....back here again meaning dis cant b allowed in da public blog....once again...
LOVE LIFE....
well...starting wit Krave....2 weeks ago...intro Yu Jin from Kevin....kinda nice guy...looks nt bad....bt kinda bad boy look....den sms everydy....everymorn wil b gud morn....bt neva gud nite....he wil jz fal aslp without notice...haizzzz...n he SMOKES!!!! damn it....stupid shit realy....it was like flirting n reporting 2 him every single day....sms lots n lots....den asking if he hv any chance in courting me....haizzz....stupid enough 2 go n realy bliv it....sweet talk n everyting....guess who's his ex...Vivian Tham & Wai Xin Ling....wat da heck is dis seriously....haizzz...damn damn damn...
He doesn't hv a father....his mum married again i assume in kl nw...den he's been living wit his grandma since young....n his cousin oso...dats wat he told me...den he oni gt a bike...to work in a laptop company...DMobile...he's in2 tattoo...wit his godbro i tink....alwaz watching drama ter....borrow his car oso....city....corolla...kancil...salary around 900+ sumore....study form 6 in anderson...i stil duno his results...i tink it would b bad...laz time was a leo oso....apply 4 usm...bt i doubt dat he wil gt a place.....
den laz nite was da blast....he came 2 fetch me around 11pm...god help me....haizz....his voice was realy nice thru da hp....bt den real voice is like abit duno da hokkien slang according 2 Kevin...tey al were tinking me n him having smtg going on between d....wat da heck...dat obvious again...realy failure man 2 hide anyting....he din realy bother me oso....jz Kenny Kevin Wai Kit more....jz dance n drink....quite alot den damn fas....haizzz...so sad ler....he jz kp on playing cards...den went out 2 smoke...damn it....fuck....haizzz...dissapointed realy....expecting dat da nite would b so fun....den in da end it turn out worse den ever...den he fetch me bac hm...i jz act slp da whole way....i remember Kevin telling me if he did anyting 2 me jz tel him.....hahaha...when we reach d....ter was dis moment wer he stop da car bt did nt ask me 2 wk up....i jz continue pretending...i seriously din noe wat he did or wat was his expresion dat time....haizzz...watvea it is...
telling dis stuff 2 yy n jian jz nw...sumore christina...hahaha...yay da queen....tey al told me nt 2 rush in2 anyting.....bt seriously i'm nt....jz wana noe more bt him....bt until nw al i heard r nt gud stuff at al...haizzz...Kevin told me dat he was suppose 2 work at da shop wit him...den somehow da job dissapeared....n he neva told him....haizzz....he said laz time he was a vry vry gud fren....bt nw doubtful d....haizzzz...he ask me 2 wear specs ler....true ler actualy...hw long hv 2 noe him????my god jz 2 weeks....wat is dis man?????? insane lar realy.....crazy...out of my mind...dig my own grave again....stupid....
as christina said...he din reply me much 2dy....i get da hint lar totaly....duno hw many hrs late d...neva told me y oso....haizzz...und ler und ler....sad sad.....lack of interest d....duno wat da hell he tinks...ok i'm nt gud enuf??? mayb 4 him....haizzz wateva....jz tk crush as an ENTERTAINMENT!!!!! wateva da ending may b....it's jz 4 fun....hahaha....dats seriously a gud idea....if oni i could b so positive.....mayb i can...hehehe....sure i cn.....if he realy care n wan me....
He wont smoke in front of me....
He wont reply so late without any reason...
He wont leave me alone in da bar...
He would care for me...
al da above was nt done...so proven he is totaly nt in2 me at al....so jz 4gt it!!!!! jz anoter gone case as usual...jz dat dis time i may overly put up my hopes....jz bcz of his sweet talk...haizzzz....stupid realy.....idiot....
PS: Sukvin sudenly chat wit me in msn...well kinda feel gud toking bac 2 her...hahaha....
Recently i tink Jung Yeow oso kinda in2 me..alwaz sms me....ask 4 movie....yum cha.....work everyting...haizzz...bt nt much feeling...n he's kinda annoying sometimes....talking 2 much.....n smsing 2 much....abit kinda boring d realy...haizzz...2 bad....
LOVE LIFE....
well...starting wit Krave....2 weeks ago...intro Yu Jin from Kevin....kinda nice guy...looks nt bad....bt kinda bad boy look....den sms everydy....everymorn wil b gud morn....bt neva gud nite....he wil jz fal aslp without notice...haizzzz...n he SMOKES!!!! damn it....stupid shit realy....it was like flirting n reporting 2 him every single day....sms lots n lots....den asking if he hv any chance in courting me....haizzz....stupid enough 2 go n realy bliv it....sweet talk n everyting....guess who's his ex...Vivian Tham & Wai Xin Ling....wat da heck is dis seriously....haizzz...damn damn damn...
He doesn't hv a father....his mum married again i assume in kl nw...den he's been living wit his grandma since young....n his cousin oso...dats wat he told me...den he oni gt a bike...to work in a laptop company...DMobile...he's in2 tattoo...wit his godbro i tink....alwaz watching drama ter....borrow his car oso....city....corolla...kancil...salary around 900+ sumore....study form 6 in anderson...i stil duno his results...i tink it would b bad...laz time was a leo oso....apply 4 usm...bt i doubt dat he wil gt a place.....
den laz nite was da blast....he came 2 fetch me around 11pm...god help me....haizz....his voice was realy nice thru da hp....bt den real voice is like abit duno da hokkien slang according 2 Kevin...tey al were tinking me n him having smtg going on between d....wat da heck...dat obvious again...realy failure man 2 hide anyting....he din realy bother me oso....jz Kenny Kevin Wai Kit more....jz dance n drink....quite alot den damn fas....haizzz...so sad ler....he jz kp on playing cards...den went out 2 smoke...damn it....fuck....haizzz...dissapointed realy....expecting dat da nite would b so fun....den in da end it turn out worse den ever...den he fetch me bac hm...i jz act slp da whole way....i remember Kevin telling me if he did anyting 2 me jz tel him.....hahaha...when we reach d....ter was dis moment wer he stop da car bt did nt ask me 2 wk up....i jz continue pretending...i seriously din noe wat he did or wat was his expresion dat time....haizzz...watvea it is...
telling dis stuff 2 yy n jian jz nw...sumore christina...hahaha...yay da queen....tey al told me nt 2 rush in2 anyting.....bt seriously i'm nt....jz wana noe more bt him....bt until nw al i heard r nt gud stuff at al...haizzz...Kevin told me dat he was suppose 2 work at da shop wit him...den somehow da job dissapeared....n he neva told him....haizzz....he said laz time he was a vry vry gud fren....bt nw doubtful d....haizzzz...he ask me 2 wear specs ler....true ler actualy...hw long hv 2 noe him????my god jz 2 weeks....wat is dis man?????? insane lar realy.....crazy...out of my mind...dig my own grave again....stupid....
as christina said...he din reply me much 2dy....i get da hint lar totaly....duno hw many hrs late d...neva told me y oso....haizzz...und ler und ler....sad sad.....lack of interest d....duno wat da hell he tinks...ok i'm nt gud enuf??? mayb 4 him....haizzz wateva....jz tk crush as an ENTERTAINMENT!!!!! wateva da ending may b....it's jz 4 fun....hahaha....dats seriously a gud idea....if oni i could b so positive.....mayb i can...hehehe....sure i cn.....if he realy care n wan me....
He wont smoke in front of me....
He wont reply so late without any reason...
He wont leave me alone in da bar...
He would care for me...
al da above was nt done...so proven he is totaly nt in2 me at al....so jz 4gt it!!!!! jz anoter gone case as usual...jz dat dis time i may overly put up my hopes....jz bcz of his sweet talk...haizzzz....stupid realy.....idiot....
~JUST ANOTHER LESSON TO BE LEARNT~
PS: Sukvin sudenly chat wit me in msn...well kinda feel gud toking bac 2 her...hahaha....
Recently i tink Jung Yeow oso kinda in2 me..alwaz sms me....ask 4 movie....yum cha.....work everyting...haizzz...bt nt much feeling...n he's kinda annoying sometimes....talking 2 much.....n smsing 2 much....abit kinda boring d realy...haizzz...2 bad....
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