CaN't eVen Bre@th....

at 1st everyting was fine....even laughing al da way in mcd 2dy....on da way ter...sat in vemal's car...he has been tani-ing dis few days..he asked wat did i mean 4 i like da condition dat day...jz i tink i'm being bad bt it....he's acting al cool realy....dats da oni way...bt he says he gona tk sum time....he stil like me....den after dat...saw sasi's car...he was eventually ter d...bt so long i sat outside at da couch..he din even cross 2 say hi....haizzzz....n f4 clas went 2 court 2dy....every1 was in formal...he realy looked good in formal...totaly professional....impressed everybody i tink...den totaly heart pain suddenly....it's like wana vomit n cant even breath....neva had dis kinda feeling so badly...totaly hurting....haizzz...wat am i 2 do....NOTHING AT ALL....even sundra was asking y am i so quiet 2dy....anyting wrong ant...gaya oso said i was looking so sad nwadays...everybody's noticing...haizzz...i'm so gone...feel like jz running away from everyting....mayb i am realy gona leave dis end yr...who know's??? deep in my heart i dun wan 2 leave....bt wat am i 2 say...