just hanging out...

dis few days...quite lazy 2 rit blog ler....everydy jz fin wit twilight...i'm sort of wondering if i should even slp nw...since it's ald 7am....anoter 1n a half hr...i'll hv 2 wk up n go 2 work again....haizzz...jz fin da 3rd book...eclipse....nice one...as usual....

anoter ting stirring in my mind....ryan i tink purposely mention bt da gal....jacky's fren....he hv his intention mentioning...n i cant resist asking bt it...it was kinda da reason he din exactly go 4 yan so he said...well if nt 4 da distance....since da gal was from his place....tey would hv been 2geter...u know...dats hw he phrased it....dat moment...even b4 he said it out...i was guesing ald....heart paining...crushing....so so damn sked or da answer which i hv ald expected...den he ask if i was ok....of cz i din i say anyting...he kinda din expect dat i was dis tough...mayb cry or wateva i duno...watvea it is...just anoter lesson 2 be learned..gotta move on n nt lose faith...just anoter obstacle 2 tk...live my life b4 it gets 2 late....**