worst mood ever....crumpled...

haizzzz....i stil cant get over things which i tot i could....

while yum cha at coffee shop...jacky pas by...din realy look....den on da way up da staircase...met n he sort of wey ldt...using his fail....den jz duno wat kinda feeling i hv....

den vemal took my purse...sort of get on my nerves again....

yy dem al actualy came in2 da coll...den it was like whole gang of dem jz waiting 4 me...realy felt wierd....duno lar...jz nt comfortable at al....i tink tey sense it oso....knew i din like da idea at al....yan was like no prob as usual....bt 4 me...haizz i duno lar....

uncle chong wont let me go unless vemal came bac....den he sort of nt exactly scold..bt i noe he din like it....nt satisfied at al...den vemal duno went wer....later he was looking 4 change again....haizzz....wat da hell....totaly mood off....jian dem of cz realise as usual....din eat my lunch oso...jz drank soya bean...feel like kinda wana puke...

went bac coll...totaly sour face...everybody noticed i tink...asking wats wrong....even tot i cried...i seriously feel like it....such a long time since....den i cried after coming hm...jz dun feel like doing anyting else...went 2 slp wit da music....uncle chong called 2 ask wat hapen again..dis time duno wat da hell 2 tell oso....in da end din say anyting...yin yep oso sms over 2 ask....jz nw vemal sort of asked....haizzzz.....wateva lar....stil nt realy in a gud mood.....

stil i duno y da hell happen...sad??? guilt??? jealous??? awkward??? confused???
mayb just everyting................