Am i relying too much on him???

i tink da answer would b yes i am...haizzz....dis morn he was like damn duno wat...mayb cz i tinking 2 much oso...he seemed so cold 2wards me....din tok much wit me...jz sped off during lunch time....den i was left alone....amy den going 4 sushi...i duwan 2 4low....so jz stand ter like duno wat....duno wer 2 go oso...duno who 2 4low oso...sudenly feeling so lost....TJ saw ashley oso cant c me d....in da end 4low him 2 eat wit sasi dem n chan heng...should hv known such a day would come anyhow...haizzzz....it's actualy me tinking 2 much....bt den it wil b reality sooner or later....so i should b getting used 2 it nw....again n again...bt stil everybody hv days like dis....jz anoter day rit....nobody care so much den myself...haizzzzzzz.....stil tinking n tinking...