restlessssss & realy moody

wk up nt so early bt washed my clothes...damn tired d...den clas....feel like jz smashing everyting up...damn damn damn it...den sud yi jun sms ask me going parade ant...totaly nobody told me oso...haizzz...den tey went ebox...oso duno yan gt go ant...den kep drawing on vemal's hand...den went lunch wit ryan dem...ish feel like jz hitting uncla chong when he sat wit her...wat da hell am i tinking...y do i mind so much....r u anoter attention seeker??? please dun b one...n i feel realy growing apart wit sasi...nt so much fun...duno wat hapen oso...mayb i'm jz a toy which he had ald get bored wit...haizzzz....sud feel so lost telling hyin everyting....sked of changes...no more confidence...not more...wer did tey go???