haizzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.....karma...

seriously i hope i can jz lie down on da beach right now....n jz look at da stars n listen 2 da sound of da waves....without needing 2 tink of anyting at al....if oni i can....vemal jz said he stil luv me...dats y act al stupid ldt....haizzz....y everytime oso he wana giv dis excuse....haizzzzz...den jacky oso ntg at al...actualy deep in my heart i noe he gt no feelings 2 me....jz a courtesy as fren...he's nice....cant feel anyting from him.....jz again...no feedback...meaning time 2 let go n 4gt bt it seriously...haizzzzz....again n again...y cant i jz get some lesson from al dis....y hope so much on someting which u know wil nt cometrue.....haizzz...moodless totaly nw....n sat's gona b my b'day...hw can i b ldt....n jz bought a cap n belt from FOS 4 vemal....cost me rm48 d....no feeling oso...hvn feel da pinch yet....later later...den 2mr gona go out wit ryan....duno hw 2 deal wit him oso...so he says lar....get da hint d....bt i duno wat he realy tinking oso....2 who like me but i dun like.....1 who i like but no feedback....haizzzz.....ryan gona b da 6th i've rejected....from start would b sau tung...kenny...jinyi...mok...vemal...ryan....haizzzzzzz....wat goes around comes around....mayb realy true...as ppl say....karma....