Unavailable

hmmm...on 10th of June...i was officially not single anymore...he asked...r u willing to commit in2 a relationship??? n i answered...we could give it a try...so dats done...i'm no longer available...should i be hapy or sad??? i tink da answer would be both!!! hmmm...i'm somehow hapy 2 have him n doing private stuff which seems rit after dis official decision...bt den i would lose alot of other opportunities our ter...bt den it's nt like it mz b 4eva rit...so jz let it a chance 4 me n him...n c hw everyting goes...up till nw...al da gals noe bt it...guys i tink would hv known...in coll jz TJ shal sasi n abel noe i tink...i kinda feel like ks n chia kinda guess it too...i tink yep noe smtg too...hahaha...den ayisyah of cz...feeling so comfortable wit him watching movie ytd in his hs...love it esp when he hugs me tight...hehehe...well...kinda stop him going further by holding his hands....hahaha...kinda good tactic...

bt den jz nw...somehow seriously mood out...hmmm mayb i kinda expected too much from him...i admit it...i actualy expected him 2 pay 4 me...bt den nope...n he din offer 2 help tk my stuff...nope...so kinda pissed...bt den come 2 tink of it...he left da $$ in my bag din even ask 4 it...jz ask me 2 use it...dats realy generous actualy...den he's kinda pk rit...after using so much on his dad present...an ipod costing rm599...hmmm...den din realy talk 2 him much oso jz nw...somehow it jz doesn't feel rit jz nw...mayb cz of period or wat...or jz so many guys around ter jz nw...hmmm....when i'm bac from kl...jz c hw it goess...