XOXO

hehehe...dat day duno y sudenly damn moody d...den he was standing so close 2 me...jz leaning on him i felt so safe n secured n warm...da rush i wonder is dat wat i'm looking for al along dis while...hmmm maybe...n den went on another car ride as usual around my garden...den he held my hand somehow...it felt realy good...dun even wan him 2 let go...n den he asked permission 2 kiss me...he was so funny...dat i cant stop laughing...in da end he did it...bt he was nt good at it though...after dat he told me i was like a pro..hahaha...i wonder realy...hehehe...bt den dat time i realy duno wat was i doing actualy...felt so weak n vulnerable when i'm with him...voice went so soft...hahaha...bt den i stil hvn gt a decision...i want his company so badly dat i often tink of him at nite until i cant slp...n i duno y i jz dun dare 2 commit...i was sked realy...sked of wat ppl would tink...sked dat i cant giv him enuf...sked dat i may fall 4 anybody else so easily...bt after da talk wit mum...its realy true...we cant tinking so much as time wont b waiting 4 us...i tink i wil regret if i had nt made dis decision...sked 2 lose him too nw...missing him...so wana tel him my decision...hehehehe...bt sked oso...actualy realy sked...bt wit him everyting wil jz b fine...no more minding other ppl's view...i'm hapy den its enuf...:)